Explore the Vastness of your Mind

I have started to believe a little more, When a guy soothed my heart which had always been sore, Flaws he didn’t count as inner beauty he praised His manners and maturity showed how well he was raised. When I couldn’t love myself and did much of a harm With affection and passion, he taught me to be calm. Doubting and self-loathing; when reality was hard to face, He encouraged me to get up and start fixing the mess. I could totally be me and act crazy with him around, He inspired me to fly yet to value the ground, In both highs and lows, he tightly held my hand. With him, time kept slipping away like grains of sand. Grateful I feel to have always had is back. Love made me strong enough to accept what I lack, I, now have faith in sunshine that shows up after rain, After I met him, I started to believe again. Here begins the healing...

  Just few steps to my room and I was ready to pour, Falling drops when touched my lips tasted bitter and sour, I closed the door softly, pretending; to not let them know, Fear and anxiety pricked me; as on the ground I laid low.   Though their shouts and curses was low to my ears now, I couldn't get rid of dark voices that followed me somehow. My hands wrapped my knees and tears couldn't stop but roll, Scared and tired, I didn't know when I feel asleep on the floor.    My waking up was sudden when mother called my name, An hour had passed since and situations weren't the same. She put me food on the table, not uttering a word, Her silence might have reasons; it hit me heavier than a sword.   Wanting to know but couldn’t dare to ask her on the face, With a heavy heart I left, how much I wished to have solved the mess. Shutting the door, I plugged in some music and fall back to bed, Let my mind wander around the closed walls, so I could clear my head. “You never know wha